God never asked us to try to figure Him out. If you convince yourself that you will never trust God until you understand Him, you never will know Him. God and His ways are “past finding out” in the sense that you won’t be able to say, “I always know exactly how God is working in my life.” So much of God’s leading in our lives requires each of us to confess, “I don’t understand these circumstances, but, God, I trust You.” In the Christmas story we are introduced to Zechariah, the husband of Elizabeth and father of John the Baptist (the forerunner of Jesus). As a priest, Zechariah was chosen by lot to serve in the temple of the Lord during a special time of prayer. While in the temple, the angel Gabriel appeared to him and proclaimed that he and his wife would have a son (Zechariah and Elizabeth were barren for many years). All this was too much for Zechariah to process. Rather than just trusting God, he fell back on his logic and asked the angel, “How can I be sure of this? I am an old man and my wife is well along in years” (Luke 1:18). He couldn’t figure it out in his mind, so he allowed his doubts to overshadow his faith. As I read this story, I am grateful for the grace of God to overcome our doubts. Zechariah was disciplined because he did not believe Gabriel’s words. However, his doubt did not end the story. Elizabeth did conceive and give birth to John. Zechariah, who was mute for a season, was enabled to regain his speech right after the baby came. In spite of the lapse of faith on Zechariah’s part, God came through! Zechariah experienced the “joy and delight” of God’s gift of baby John (see Luke 1:14). What I receive from this account in Zechariah’s life is that God is greater than our ability to understand Him. We can learn to trust Him more than our own logic and thoughts. There will be times in life when our walk with God seems “illogical” …when our ability to discern His will is shrouded in fog. However, by God’s grace, we can still trust Him. And even if we falter, He is still able to bring about His will in our lives!
Pastor Mark Boucher